yay AND ugh

Assalamu Alaikum,

Welllllll. Its Monday night. J is kinda sick, so he's already asleep, which in turn, is the reason for my extreme boredom.

Well, Friday was fun fun fun. My spa party ended up being spa-less, except the tons of lit candles I put everywhere. We just talked, chilled, ate...did shots...with my mother-in-law. Hehe. Fortunately, I can't post the pics. :)

I slept around 8am, after hours of just talking, eating, and "beeeeeeeyop." I awoke at 1, and called J, so he could come home. He had spent the night with D, and was mighty tired after a "wild" night of Red Alert.

We wanted to do something "fun," but then his friend, A, called and reminded us of the Banquet. We got ready, and were just about to leave, when J's mom called, and said she had a flat tire. Alhamdulillah, it was perfect timing; if it was 10 minutes later, we would have been far away, and she would have had to wait. Anyways, her spare was missing so the whole ordeal took about 2 hours. We arrived at the banquet, to find they had already eaten. So, we stayed and watched all the speeches, slide shows, and awards. It was a little bit boring, and just kinda kept dragging on and on.

Anyways, certain people are never to be believed or trusted. And, of course, W'Allahu 3'lam. I am soooo angered and feel quite used by some. And some "friendships" are irrepairable. I don't know why I've let this come this far. I should have stopped it in the bud, when I first saw these characteristics, these backstabbing ways.. And, may Allah (SWT) Help me now, and give me strength.

Assalamu Alaikum.
-amna