Assalamu Alaikum wa Rahmatullah,
In all truth, I have no idea where to begin. This dazed state I've been in is for sure, annoying some, while others find it amusing(twanimal). I like it. There's only one thing on my mind, and that is J----. The amount of love I feel for him and from him is just incredible, and at times, almost overwhelming. But, of course, I love it. I have never been so happy in my life, and even with so many other problems, hurdles, and predicaments, everything has suddenly become livable, and I can deal with it all. I know with all my heart that this is not a mere crush, infatuation, or anything of that sort. This is IT.
The reality of me GETTING MARRIED has not hit me yet. There's still a few months left so, I can think about that later.
I miss amna. We haven't hung out in quite some time. I guess its because she's going to SJC South, while I'm at Central. Accounting is actually, surprisingly going alright. I haven't been studying as much as I should, yet I'm managing pretty well. I have an A- or a B+ right now.......
I don't have much else to write.
Wasalaam. Peace.
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Thursday, June 16, 2005
WOW!!
Assalamu Alaikum wa Rahmatullah!!!
When I previously wrote "life-altering" in my post, I had no idea to what degree this event would alter my life. Now, all I can say is "wow! " Im basically speechless, and of course, ecstatic. For once, I'm completely at a loss for words. And, when I do attempt to talk or converse with someone, I sound like a blubbering idiot. Which is also fine, because I'm too happy to care. :)
I thank Allah (SWT) day and night for answering my Du'aa, for continuously providing me with unlimited oppurtunities, and for rightly guiding me. Alhamdulillah!
I think I'm going to come back and edit this post in about.....3 or 4 days? In sha Allah. :)
On a not-so-exciting, mind-blowing note, I'm currently taking my Defensive Driving Class, by DVD. The sheer boring nature of it has helped a bit with bringing me back to reality. Somewhat. Or not....that's just what I want to believe. Either way, I must resume watching now, so peace out.
Wasalaam. Peace. :)
When I previously wrote "life-altering" in my post, I had no idea to what degree this event would alter my life. Now, all I can say is "wow! " Im basically speechless, and of course, ecstatic. For once, I'm completely at a loss for words. And, when I do attempt to talk or converse with someone, I sound like a blubbering idiot. Which is also fine, because I'm too happy to care. :)
I thank Allah (SWT) day and night for answering my Du'aa, for continuously providing me with unlimited oppurtunities, and for rightly guiding me. Alhamdulillah!
I think I'm going to come back and edit this post in about.....3 or 4 days? In sha Allah. :)
On a not-so-exciting, mind-blowing note, I'm currently taking my Defensive Driving Class, by DVD. The sheer boring nature of it has helped a bit with bringing me back to reality. Somewhat. Or not....that's just what I want to believe. Either way, I must resume watching now, so peace out.
Wasalaam. Peace. :)
Friday, June 10, 2005
Alhamdulillah.
Assalamu Alaikum wa Rahmatullah.
Current state of mind: improved GREATLY since last week. Alhamdulillah. All praise be to God (Allah). I think its partly due to the fact that I've started this long, treacherous, perplexing, arduous journey.......also known as FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING. :) It aids me in more ways than one...by helping me to keep my mind occupied, at least sometimes; by rearranging my schedule...in a wonderful way, etc.
The week progressed at a perfect rate, not too fast or too slow. Some life-altering events took place...in sha'Allah all for the better. Sunday was the picnic at the Masjid. That was fun, although my newly fractured nose ached throughout the whole thing. Afterwards, Summer and I stopped at Goodies, where we had an interesting conversation which was about nothing particular.
Accounting is going well enough.
Should I or should I not write about the main thing on my mind right now? Its perpetually bothersome, and I cannot think of much else. Hmmm...maybe later.
Halaqa at 7:15 at my house, there's about 20 people coming. So, I should definitely head out now.
PEACE. Walaikum Assalam wa Rahmatullah!!!
Current state of mind: improved GREATLY since last week. Alhamdulillah. All praise be to God (Allah). I think its partly due to the fact that I've started this long, treacherous, perplexing, arduous journey.......also known as FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING. :) It aids me in more ways than one...by helping me to keep my mind occupied, at least sometimes; by rearranging my schedule...in a wonderful way, etc.
The week progressed at a perfect rate, not too fast or too slow. Some life-altering events took place...in sha'Allah all for the better. Sunday was the picnic at the Masjid. That was fun, although my newly fractured nose ached throughout the whole thing. Afterwards, Summer and I stopped at Goodies, where we had an interesting conversation which was about nothing particular.
Accounting is going well enough.
Should I or should I not write about the main thing on my mind right now? Its perpetually bothersome, and I cannot think of much else. Hmmm...maybe later.
Halaqa at 7:15 at my house, there's about 20 people coming. So, I should definitely head out now.
PEACE. Walaikum Assalam wa Rahmatullah!!!
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