Tuesday, May 30, 2006

weekEND

Assalamu Alaikum.

Its Tuesday. The weekend was tyte cuz it was 3 days long!!!! Well, let's see...
Friday, I can't remember...oh yeah!! We went to the in-laws', hung out...then went home. After awhile, we decided we'd watch X-Men 1 and 2, so we rented them and went to the Baigs'. Fari came also. Twas fun; I never in my life thought I'd like those movies, but in all actuality, they were quite good. Made you think and stuff.

Saturday was the graduation. It was alright. Tayyab looked SOOOOO cute in his cap and gown. Afterwards we went to Hina's for dinner and stuff. The food was extremely good. It would have been fun, but J was being harassed by someone, and was sweating like crazy, and felt dizzy all day. Poor thing. We stayed until about 12, and then we went home.

Sunday, we woke up semi-early to work on the Entertainment Session for the conference. J was in charge of it or something. We (me 'n J) worked like craaaaaazy for like 4 hours, and finally had all the questions ready. Then we went to the conference, and hung out...we kept trying to fix the powerpoints, the questions, the BANK screen, etc...so we didn't really go to any lectures. The game was SPLENDID. I thought it went realllllllly well, Alhamdulillah. A certain person didn't think so, and decided to yell at J for it; which reallllly pissed me off. I mean, criticism is a most welcome, and even more expected thing...but there's a way to do even that. And, that just was not the way. Well, after the conference, we were supposed to go on our "fun, exciting, adventure," but I was too tired, so we went to the Baigs' instead to play POKER. Instead we watched House. All night long, until 3am. That's the ONLY tv show I've ever liked so much. Its sooo good.
Monday, we slept in.. talked...chilled..y'know. :) Then, we went for dinner at the in-laws.' We had shakriya which was realllllllly good (Im eatin leftovers right now.) Afterwards J and G went to buy controllers for the new GameCube (J bought it for Nora/Omar for graduation). Then, all of us played..... WHAT ELSE...Supersmash!!! I've finally begun to not hate it. Its kinda cool, actually. In the end, the experts backed off, and me and my mom-in-law played...and I BEAT HER!!!! YAAAY!! Then, the 'kids' played again, and me and her just talked for an hour or 2. We finally left around 10. We went to see The Last Stand, after that. It was alright, but slightly lame and extremely short. It was fun, though.

It was an interesting weekend. Now, I'll be heading out to play more Supersmash.
Peace out.
-Amna B-O.

Monday, May 22, 2006

yay AND ugh

Assalamu Alaikum,

Welllllll. Its Monday night. J is kinda sick, so he's already asleep, which in turn, is the reason for my extreme boredom.

Well, Friday was fun fun fun. My spa party ended up being spa-less, except the tons of lit candles I put everywhere. We just talked, chilled, ate...did shots...with my mother-in-law. Hehe. Fortunately, I can't post the pics. :)

I slept around 8am, after hours of just talking, eating, and "beeeeeeeyop." I awoke at 1, and called J, so he could come home. He had spent the night with D, and was mighty tired after a "wild" night of Red Alert.

We wanted to do something "fun," but then his friend, A, called and reminded us of the Banquet. We got ready, and were just about to leave, when J's mom called, and said she had a flat tire. Alhamdulillah, it was perfect timing; if it was 10 minutes later, we would have been far away, and she would have had to wait. Anyways, her spare was missing so the whole ordeal took about 2 hours. We arrived at the banquet, to find they had already eaten. So, we stayed and watched all the speeches, slide shows, and awards. It was a little bit boring, and just kinda kept dragging on and on.

Anyways, certain people are never to be believed or trusted. And, of course, W'Allahu 3'lam. I am soooo angered and feel quite used by some. And some "friendships" are irrepairable.
I don't know why I've let this come this far. I should have stopped it in the bud, when I first saw these characteristics, these backstabbing ways.. And, may Allah (SWT) Help me now, and give me strength.

Assalamu Alaikum.
-amna

Friday, May 19, 2006

............

Assalamu Alaikum,

Well, since my last post...... things haven't really improved much.

J's a little bit better, Alhamdulillah. His parents are still trying to cope/deal with the problem. Outwardly they act like everything's good, but when we go over and talk, a whole new side to the story appears. I've never seen N as sad as she was this past week. I just hope everyone can go back to normal. I can tell this is affecting people in a horrible way. In the end, W'Allahu 3'lam.

Anyhow, I can't wait till my SPA Party tonight. Its not exactly a party....only my closest confidantes are coming (sisters, sis-in-law, brat,tw,etc..) but I hope all goes well. I'm still sick, but at the same time I'm bored.

J and I are hopefully doing something FUN and "thrilling" this weekend. hehe. I just have to plan it. I want to do something spectacular for him; something that he'll never forget. Kind of similar to "le surprise."

Well, I should be running along now...

Wasalaam, peace, and until next time CYA!

-Amna

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

siiiigh

Assalamu Alaikum,

Siiiiiiiiiiiiiigh. I am so burnt out. J's so sad, he hardly laughs anymore. All because of someone and someone else. I'm so fed up with these people.

Well, this weekend was interesting. Friday was Family Night. I was the only girl there. The others went to a party instead. Some "shura" we have. I set up half the cafeteria on my own, and then Naj came and helped me out. Do I not have a right to be angry/annoyed?? Then, Saturday, Build A Masjid. At least a few people showed up KINDA on time. At first, J, me, and Nora chilled and brought in all the supplies that had been inhabiting my car for quite some time. Then a few people began to arrive. We set-up and Build a Masjid was underway. It went pretty well, Alhamdulillah. I was proud of myself (and J and his bro who both helped a lot.) Then, after the event, more cause for anger. Here I am, cleaning the bathroom, ALL ALONE, someone walks in, says "since you don't need help I'm gonna leave. c you at the party!!" I have never been so angry in my life. Well, actually I have...the very next day.

Anyhow, I am sooooooooooooooooooo sick right now. I threw up all over the comforter yesterday, I just couldn't stop it. I was getting up to go clean up in the bathroom, when more puke came.

I feel like taking J and going away, somewhere far away, where he will no longer be sad, depressed, and quiet. I want my old baby back. The one that sang me songs, talked to me about everything, joked about everything, etc. Some days are still ok, and then like an old memory that blows in with the wind, its all over. Back to the sadness.

Well, I'm hoping, in sha'Allah, the next time I write will be a much happier post. Maybe about a gobitt. :)

Wasalaam. peace.
amna