Assalamu Alaikum,
I have a steadily growing headache right now. I haven't laid eyes on J for about 30 minutes, and I miss him immensely. Never in my wildest (or even tamest) dreams did I ever imagine myself acting in such an obsessive way.
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Salaam again. I started this post a few weeks back, but managed to leave it half finished and am just now returning.
School started last week, and although its extremely hot, one of my classes is extremely boring, and I miss J a lot while I'm there, I like it. It provides me with a much-needed chance to see Possum and Aihy. I also started my other 2 classses today at SJCC, and I'm really hoping that I do well in both. In sha'Allah. The best part... I'm like 8 minutes away from J. :)
I turned 21 yesterday....an interesting age, even without the usual, known 21st Bday occurences. I got an awesome gift, that I already had....a new pet. I love it. (Shipped straight from the outback.(pronounced "aaoootback") g'day, mate.)
There's about 18 days left until what will probably be one of the most exciting days of my life. My wedding. I can hardly wait. I guess Im not like any normal bride that starts to get "cold feet" and even doubts it every once in a while or maybe wonders if she's making the right decision. But, then again, thats completely explainable....the person Im marrying is no normal person. He's "beyond that," and is the most important thing in this world to me. I know for a fact, that this is not only the right decision, but also the smartest, and best decision I've ever made. And for once, my usual indecisiveness has disappeared.
I'm happy. :)
Peace.
